Friday, May 16, 2025

C U When You GET There?

 Cinnamon is standing patiently and nervously in the hallway, and she hears beautiful singing, wow that girl can saaang thinks Cinnamon, then she gets nervous and a little jealous. She starts to get an attitude, but remembers her mother’s voice saying pray for those who receive jealousy, as their walk will be long. Cinnamon prays for her own heart and the singer’s heart and success for both of them as well. She stands there with her head down, she is 5 ft '5 with brown eyes, and has a Smile like the sunrise.  Starling voice is heard saying Cinnamon. Cinnamon responded with “wait, what are you doing here.” I was close by, so I needed to be here to support my favorite cousin.  Cinnamon says ooh Starling, I do not know what I would do without you. I am nervous. Starling says “you will be fine, you got this”. Cinnamon hears her name being called and she walks into the studio. The music producer explains that this is a pilot program, and they want to hire back up singers to perform with different music artists. He already has hired two, but he needs a 3rd, but he wants a unique sound. Cinnamon confirms that she understands. She starts to sing and he immediately stops her, no that song will not work, try again. She takes a deep breath and sings Mary J Blige’s 411. And He loves it. He explained that he was testing her to see if she was willing to be flexible. He provided her with his lawyer's telephone number and explained that she will be getting a call  to review/sign a contract to be a backup singer for the next 6 months, covering tours as well as studio time. Cinnamon left the studio so excited, and she wanted to cry. She thanked the Lord as that the other girl was so much better than me, thank you God. Mom was right, when the time is right, then it will happen.


Two weeks later, Cinnamon and Starling arrive back at the studio to meet the other two ladies. Starling says, cinnamon I have to warn you because you are my girl, these two chicks, maybe, trouble, we do not know them, but we are family, so you know that I have your back. Cinnamon's heart smiled because Starling is supportive of her. 


Cinnamon is introduced to the other back up singers, Red and Scarlet, and both ladies appear to be wise and kind. Cinnamon was so relieved, wow, they are so kind. The ladies are given their schedule for practice as well as upcoming events and music sheets.  The ladies hugged each other as they could not believe this was their life. They were in the studio with the infamous Big Homie.  Wow, he was a tall drink of water, and they were thirsty.  Cinnamon would not believe how wise he was.  As they were leaving the studio Big Homie gives the ladies a quick hug to thank them for their time and talent, but as Red and Scarlet watch Cinnamon receive her hug, it appears to be longer than theirs and they both got an attitude. Cinnamon walked fast to catch up with them, wait for me she says, as she smiled. Starlings makes things worse, I think he likes you. Cinnamon says, I do not know if he likes me, but  I do know that's a real man, right there. 


The Next day, Cinnamon realized that everyone was quiet on the bus. She went to each person to check in with them and see how they were feeling and realized that everyone was in a bad mood. Well, I will just practice my singing quietly, to make sure that I stay in the key, and I will review the master schedule. Starling realized that everyone had an attitude with Cinnamon including her. She agreed to work as an assistant, but she felt that Cinnamon was getting more time with celebrities. Once the ladies arrive at the studio, the music producer explains that they need to be ready to go, as he wanted to cut the album tonight. The ladies go into the booth, and start singing the hook, but everyone is off key except cinnamon. Red gets an attitude and demands that the ladies are given more time to practice, and she is supported by Scarlet who also feels that they need more time to practice the hook. Red and Scarlet were asked to leave, as Cinnamon could sing solo, she was ready. Big Steve from the group home, gets on the mic and shuts it down and Cinnamon sings her heart out. Big Steve pulls Cinnamon aside and tells her you have a future, keep your head down and continue to practice. He then gives her brotherly advice that you're not made to fit the crowd, you were made to stand out. 


Also, do not make the mistake of putting your acquaintances in the friend circle. Your acquaintance may care about you, but your true friends will have your back.  Cinnamon thanked Big Steve for the advice, she did not like his last piece of advice, she headed towards the tour bus. As soon as she opens the door Red slaps her, and Cinnamon does not understand what is going on. 


Red yells, you are making us look bad, if you are with us be with us. Cinnamon reminds them that they signed that contract and if they are required to complete a solo that is how it is going to be. Scarlet encourages everyone not to fight, and she gives Cinnamon a hug and apologizes for how she has been acting towards her lately. Red apologize to.. Cinnamon thinks to herself, they may be sorry for the disagreement, but they can't be trusted.  You could see the darkness in their eyes, their smiles no longer poured out love and warmth. They appeared to make up and cinnamon went and laid down, she could not believe this. Starling walks into the room and said what happened? Cinnamon said, I do not know, but if Red hits me again, it's going down. 


Cinnamon explains, They are choosing not to practice! I want more, I cant keep things the way they are, I am tired of living the poor life, this deal is important to me. Starling says, you are right cuz, well, I am going to go, so you can rest. She leaves the tour bus and walks to Red and Scarlet and tells them everything that Cinnamon said. Red is really mad, well, I feel that she does not have our backs. We signed that contract together and scarlet, I like her but she takes this too seriously. Starling said right, I am grateful for this opportunity, but I am trying to have fun, and all she wants to do is work or practice. Girl, you better live. Right said the other two, and talking about living, lets Go, I know where Big Homie is playing tonight and maybe he will let us come through. Cinnamon is bored, so she decided to take the advice she was given and practice some more. Cinnamon’s telephone rings and it's the manager. Hey, the famous DJ Gospel music is hosting a charity event, and they were asking if anyone would be willing to come and sing. Cinnamon sat right up, I would be honored, and we will provide transportation as we can get a tax break, thank you for being a jewel. Cinnamon smiled. She texted her cousin. Girl, we have an opportunity to sing at a charity event, will you ask Scarlet and Red if they want to come, but both said no. Red was having fun and Scarlet was too nervous to sing alone, and both of them did not feel like being bothered with Cinnamon. Cinnamon decided to pursue the opportunity, and called her mom for some support. She went and sang C U when you get there by Coolio, which she rewrote. After the show, she had a music producer approach her and ask, if she would be interested in a record deal, she couldn't believe her ears. To be honest with you sir, I am not the best singer, but I love to sing. She smiled, but you are the most genuine. An appointment was scheduled for them to meet again. Cinnamon called the manager and informed him about her opportunity, and he agreed to work with her, as he wanted her to stay on board.  Cinnamon could hardly sleep, she was so excited, she kept practicing and reviewing the music notes, using youtube, as she was not familiar with music sheets, and she wanted to be the best.  In the morning, Red, Scarlet, and Starling  were sleeping-in, and Cinnamon tried to wake them up, as they had an early morning appointment. The ladies were rude and disrespectful towards her. Finally, they got up but the manager was fuming. He reminded them all of their contract and they could be replaced, and Starling looked at her cousin. You are making us look bad. Cinnamon said, you look like you fell out of bed and rolled into this meeting, you are making yourself look bad.


Cinnamon went for a walk, she could not wait for this contract to be over. Starling went to apologize to her cousin, and realized that she left her phone as it started to ring. Starling answered the phone and it was the music producer asking to reschedule the meeting to bring her on board to the record label. 


Starling, as she liked to cause Strife, said, you do not want her, she is so lazy, I mean she does nothing all day.  The music producer was taken back, wow, I thought she was really professional. Starling, she is not that professional, she never has her telephone with her, The music producer canceled his offer. Starling told Red what she had done and Red told scarlet, who did not agree, but admitted that she was jealous, and felt disrespected that Cinnamon did not tell her about the opportunity. 


Starling did not tell Cinnamon anything about the canceled meeting. So as the date approached Cinnamon was wondering why she had not received additional information as promised. She contacted the music producer who confronted her. Cinnamon broke down and cried, she could not believe this. She tried to be grateful for the opportunity that she had, but things were going bad quickly, but a small voice of hope said, you will see him when you get there.  


She went for a walk to get her head together, and she walked right into Big Homie and Big Steve from the group home, who talked /schooled her about the behind the scenes of hollywood. They also provided her with a music producer who is looking for a new artist, and they both agreed to be references.  As soon as Cinnamon started to feel better, her cell phone rang, and it was her cousin saying girl, I got fired. Cinnamon said, " all those tricks you played, did anyone tell you tricks where for kids. Starling yells, "so you don't care that I got fired, and Cinnamon said boo, I am too old for all these games, you playing, but C U when I get there.”  and she ends the phone call.  


You see, the music producer  that she lied to is related to their current manager,  the music producer canceled an event because cinnamon’s name was listed. Once the cousins talked, the truth came out and Starling was fired, and the music producer was angry. He decided that was not going to hire cinnamon on as a solo artist, but he would be willing to work with her as back up.  Once Cinnamon arrived back on the tour bus, a meeting was scheduled to provide her with the information. As Cinnamon was walking towards the other, she heard Red and Scarlet both declare that they were not going to work with Spicy any more. Who is spicy said the manager. Cinnamon, I am done with her. Scarlet claims that cinnamon is reckless, and at this point, the manager fired both Red and Scarlet for being unprofessional and disrespectful. Cinnamon asked both of them why they were refusing to work with her, and RED Envy said I resent the fact that you would not follow the group rules. Scarlet Jealousy said, and I am envious that you want to work all the time. Cinnamon did not understand, we each are given the same opportunity, and I need this break, and I would be ready to fight spiritually, physically, and emotionally for a better life.


A year later, Cinnamon is opening up for an infamous celebration and as she walks on stage, she sees the music producers . Cinnamon’s life is still hard, but being faithful over a little has given me much. 


Life Lesson: Don't allow envy, Strife and Jealousy to kill you.

If the devil showed up in a red suit, and an evil smirk

on his face ready to take your soul, what would you do?

Be ready to fight spiritually, physically, and emo-

tionally for my life.  When you walk with hate, you are allowing the devil to destroy you.  If the Devil showed up in a red suit, will you be ready? Unfortunately, he will not show up in a red suit, he will

show up as one of your weaknesses: food, drugs, people or envy, Strife and Jealousy.


To God be the Glory.


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