How did we get here? Speaking from the heart

(Short story)

She heard his laugh, and felt her heart beat for him. She thought oh, no, how did he get here.

How did he get into my heart, and she thought of Deborah Cox’s song, and felt the same way.

No one is supposed to be in my heartbeat except for me and my family.  She looked into his eyes and

knew he was a good person, but she was not ready for love, she just wanted to live life.

Unfortunately, for her  He is strong, wise, and determined, and he knows what he wants, which is her. 

She is rude to him, but he is stone, and ignores her smart remarks, but deep inside. 

she knew that her heart was going to be in trouble. 

One moment, it felt as if they were friends, laughing and joking and the next moment,

they were in love and married. It felt as if She threw her heart at him and he tied the knot,

and they were in love. She prayed to God, as they seem to be having more conflict than good days.

God’s wisdom: “She was able to love, but he was afraid of love” So her marriage turned into 

what  Musiq's soul child would call a  “Mary-go Round”.  In the midst of hurt feelings

she said to her husband, why did you even marry me? He said “ because, I love you”. 

His busy schedule and her chaotic life, caused more struggles in their relationship,

his past childhood trauma made him run from her deep desire to love him fully, and

left them both frustrated. She felt betrayed and alone, and below are the thoughts of a

hurting and wounded mind.

“I loved with honesty and sincerity and my natural eyes saw small signs of betrayal,

but my heart dismissed it.”

“My brown eyes focus on the good qualities; and as I am faithful so are they, but I was wrong”

“If I am loving, caring, so are they, whatever you need would be said to them,

but in one moment love was felt equally and the next moment, it went away.”

One day, she was ready to walk away, but realized that he was sick.

She gave him advice to heal his body and soul, but he did not follow her advice as he was stone.

Her hope was gone, and she felt as if the wind was saying her husband's name and

he did really love her and he was sorry that he was gone. Her heart was broken,

the love for him was still strong, but he was at peace, as he was completely gone,

RIP to wolf. 

I wasn't supposed to fall in love again, and she still misses him to this day!