The Job Experience!
She sits at the Kitchen Table listening to the quiet storm, the words hit her soul, that's what I am experiencing a quiet storm, as my soul and heart are sorrowful to the point of death. She can't believe that her loved ones had died. One moment, they were full of life and the next moment, she received the telephone call that they had passed on. She felt angry, why did they have to leave me? Why must I remain without them? God shined his love and light and reminded her and many others that the flesh will not remain on the earth forever, as life is in the soul. With tears rolling down her face, she said but God, I can't take the pain. I do not want to hurt anymore, I want to live a life of abundance, as you promised me. My dear child, to live a life of abundance, you must lose yourself and regain yourself, re-birth said God then his light and love was gone, back to heaven’s door he went.
She sits at the table looking at an old photo-book, wondering where the years have gone? What she could have done differently, and wishing for one more hug and advice from her loved ones. So many have passed on, grandparents, mother, aunts, and uncles and cousins too, plus friends, oooh, the anguish of losing a loved one, it's hard to give up one's heart,one's love. All the love that we share, and it’s hard to press on without them by your side, but God truly understands, and God does care, as Jesus wept!.
She stands up and the holy ghost prompts her to place her hand on her heart and says JO-B. She places her hands over her heart and says JO-B, the pain appears to disappear as her mind and body connection helps her realize she has great sorrow. People watch her cry and say Oh, life has caused her much pain, the Angels say God can and will strengthen her, EZRA, meaning God will aid! Advice from Heaven, lean on the Lord, pray/request without ceasing.
Lord, God, I need you today and always.
It’s Time, the day of his service has arrived.
She walks towards the casket to give her last respects and her heart is broken, she has so many regrets. I pray you know how much I loved you, and how much I needed you. I pray to always honor you, and I wish we had more time together. She looks at him one last time, and she angry that life could be so cruel to take him out of her arms. She takes a deep breath and with all the strength she has, she turns and walks back to her seat knowing. It’s over and life starts again without his presence, and it’s so cruel to me.
Help is available :
988 call or text or visit website at 988lifeline.org /and complete a chat. You are uniquely and individually designed and some people are truly rarely.. don’t give up, keep pressing on. It’s hard, I know! you are strong I believe.
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